Going to the Light
in 1989, I was living on a farm in West Virginia.
On February 17th, I drove 12 miles to the town of Philippi for supplies.
No sooner had I walked into the store than I received a very strong
telepathic message to go home and meditate.
I thought, "you must be kidding, I just drove all this way and I
only need to pick up a few things. It
won't take me long and then I'll go".
The message came even stronger "go home and meditate".
Well, for once in my hardheaded life, I listened and went home, to the
amazement of my left-brain. Now
when I reflect back on this, I canít believe I was arguing with the Higher
my living room floor, I laid out a five-pointed star with crystal points
pointing towards my crown in the North, hands & feet.
Prior to this, for a week, I had been drinking water charged with
amethyst and chanting ďI AM ONEĒ and singing the love songs played on the
radio to God/Goddess/All That Is/Source. I
laid down in my star and started doing chakra breathing - inhale slowly at the
root chakra while visualizing red, visualize orange at the naval, yellow at the
solar plexus, green at the heart, baby blue at the throat, indigo at the third
eye & finally violet at the crown - exhale.
Then I inhaled at the crown visualizing violet and on down through the
colors to the root chakra and exhaled. The
big theme was total relaxation and surrender.
I just let go of my little self and all that entails to the Higher Power.
I did this for a little while, went into an altered state (which always
happens with rhythmic breathing) and on one of my trips up, when I hit the crown
chakra, I kept going to the LIGHT.
was immersed in sparkly white light like sunlight on new fallen snow with all
the colors of the rainbow in it. I
couldnít make out any separate colors; I just knew they were all there making
up the wholeness of the White Light and that all of those colors are all of us
(and not just the ďusĒ on this planet, the us-es everywhere).
We were all there in homogenous Oneness.
The frequency of this Light was the most intense love I have ever felt.
I realized that here on Earth we don't even know what "True
Love" really is. COMPLETE
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Contemplate that; what would that feel like?
I realized that we are all absolutely adored by our Source.
No matter what we have done in any of our lives, we are completely
accepted and loved absolutely. This
revelation brought with it absolute JOY.
I felt like I was HOME
for the first time. I thought,
"that's it, I'm home, I'm staying", never even giving my three
children a second thought or what I had left behind.
I was completely engulfed in Love & Light; it was TOTAL; there is no
room for anything else because itís all there.
It was so wonder-full. Then
the same thing happened that I've read has happened to others who had Near Death
said, "Your mission isn't complete".
So, without a second thought, I came back.
I would do anything for that Love.
When I opened my eyes, everything was glittering; the ashes in the
ashtray, the rug, the walls, everything; there is nothing that is not this Light;
itís the Omnipresence,
everything is made of it; there is only One
Light and itís everywhere.
I felt so connected for the first time this life to the Source
to say, I haven't been the same since. This
experience completely removed the fear of death. How could one be afraid to go Home to Love?
It's scarier to walk on this planet, separated from that Love,
forgetting where we come from. This
Earth experience is just that, one experience within Eternity.
We are all just writing another chapter in our Book of Forever. I was shown that what we focus on at the hour of our death is
what we will experience because all comes from Mind, all is allowed by the Love.
Whatever we want to experience is allowed and itís all a mirror of our
point of view; point of view is all there is and that is Creation.
We have been given it All to experience, we are it All and the way we
manifest that for ourselves is by assuming a point of view.
You can notice this for yourself Ė look at times in your life when you
changed your point of view about something and you created a whole new
experience for yourself.
was urged to share with others to focus on Love,
and being Home. I was also shown
that we have never really left H-OM-E
because Home is our true Selves, the homogenous White Light. We just shifted our
point of view away from that Love/Light to have this experience of separation
and we can shift our focus back while being embodied on Earth and re-connect.
We donít have to die to go Home. Oh
Joy, oh fun!
are all so adored. It's truly
amazing how we could shut that out. It's
so powerful and obviously so are we to be able to pretend not to be there.
We can use the same method to turn it back on J