Going to the Light

by L

Back in 1989, I was raising my 3 children on a beautiful farm in West Virginia. At that time, I was studying about our Source, Creator, God/Goddess, All That Is, however you want to define the undefinable, and how we humans on this planet have disconnected from our Source which has caused all of the dysfunctional things you see going on. There is only One physical, mental, spiritual dis-ease.

I had always considered myself a spiritual person and into the evolution of consciousness, but I felt a need to be more One with my Source after reading some people's experiences. So I got more focused, meditating on the One. I was drinking water charged with an amethyst crystal and chanting "I AM ONE" during the day when I thought about it. I also had the urge to sing all of the love songs on the radio to my Source.

Consequently, on February 17th, after I drove 15 miles to town for supplies, no sooner had I walked into the store, while standing in front of the shampoo, than I received a loud voice in my head that said "go home and meditate". I said to this messenger, "you must be kidding, I just drove all this way and I only need to pick up a few things". The message came even stronger "go home and meditate". Well, for once in my hardheaded life, I listened and went home, to the amazement of my left-brain logic. Now, looking back, I can't believe I actually argued with this voice (like I receive this kind of communication all the time )

When I got home, on my living room floor, I laid out a 5-pointed star of quartz crystals - one pointing towards my crown chakra, positioned to the North, and one pointing toward each hand & foot.

I laid down in my crystal star and started doing a chakra breathing technique. I inhaled slowly so I could run through all the chakras on one breath. I started at the root chakra visualizing red - then orange at the naval, yellow at the solar plexus, green at the heart, baby blue at the throat, indigo at the third eye & finally violet at the crown - exhale. Then, I inhaled at the crown visualizing violet and proceeded on down through the colors to the red root chakra and exhaled.

The big theme was total relaxation and surrender - I just let go of my little self and all that entails to my Higher Power. I did this for a little while, went into an altered state (which always happens with rhythmic breathing) and, on one of my trips up, when I hit the crown chakra, I kept on going - straight to the WHITE LIGHT. No stopping off at astral planes, visiting relatives, etc., like you read about in so many Near Death Experiences.

I was immersed in pure WHITE LIGHT. I couldn’t make out any separate colors/frequencies, but I knew they were all there in potentia. I also knew we were all there in this homogenous Oneness - not just the “us” on this planet but the uses everywhere. There are no barriers or separations, like you & me - my space/your space - my past lives/your past lives, etc. All of that is pre-creation, manifested out of our Source Self, the homogenous singularity, WHITE LIGHT - we are totally ONE in our unique Beingnesses - The Paradox - hard to explain in words - we never lose SELF and those SELFs make up the homogenous WHITE LIGHT out of which comes all that ever was or will be - Cosmic Mind.

Stepping down into frequency, then came COMPLETELY CONSUMING UN-CONDITIONAL LOVE. I realized that here on Earth we've forgotten what our "True Love" really is.

Contemplate that - what would that feel like to have everything wiped out with LOVE? We are all absolutely, totally adored by our Source. No matter what we have done in any of our lives, we are loved absolutely, completely, total acceptance/embracement, in spite of all of the negative judgments we inflict upon ourselves and others. Conditional love is a very popular experience here on Earth and so far from Home.

This immersion in the LOVELIGHT brought with it absolute , all consuming JOY, TOTAL BLISS. I knew I was HOME - H-OM-E - that's where the Buddhists got that sound from - the soundless Totality - toned at a gut/solar plexus chakra level causes one to resonate with the Uni-verse and remember h-OM-e.

I thought, "that's it, I'm HOME, I'm staying", never even giving my 3 children a second thought or the life I had left behind. My current consciousness was completely engulfed in LOVE LIGHT; it was TOTAL - there were no other frequencies or thoughts.

It was so wonder-full. Then the same thing happened that I've read has happened to others who had Near Death Experiences. The LOVE said, " Your mission isn't complete". So, without a second thought, I came back. I would do anything for that LOVE.

When I opened my eyes, everything was glittering; the rug, the walls, the furniture, ashes in the ashtray, dust bunnies, everything - there is nothing that is not this LOVELIGHT - it’s the OMNIPRESENCE - every thing is made of it - there is only ONE LIGHT. I felt so connected for the first time this life to the SOURCE of Everything.

Needless to say, I haven't been the same since 🤩

This experience completely removed the fear of death. How could one be afraid to go Home to Unconditional Love and complete acceptance? It's scarier to walk on this planet, separated from that Love, forgetting where we come from and our total unconditional support.

This Earth experience is just that, one experience within Eternity. We are all just writing another chapter in our Book of Forever. Important but, then again, from another higher perspective, NOT.

I was shown that what we focus on at the hour of our death is what we will experience until we change that focus - there are lots of different "heavens" that beings co-create but none of them are truly HOME - just another physical universe creation.

All that is, was, or will be comes from the One Mind that I like to call The Great Cosmic Library. There is nothing basically new in Creation except the way we put it together. It is all there for our creativity as Eternal Beings.

All is un-judgmentally allowed by the LOVELIGHT - our Source Self - whatever we want to experience, high or low frequency. Creation is a mirror of our point of view; that's all there is. We have been given it All to experience. The way we manifest a reality for ourselves is by assuming a point of view. You can notice this for yourself – look at times in your life when you changed your point of view about something and you created a whole new experience for yourself. The Uni-verse rearranges itself according to our point of view.

I was urged to share this experience with others - to focus on our LOVELIGHT so we can be HOME. I was shown that we have never really left HOME, the OMNIPRESENCE, our True Selves, the homogenous WHITE LIGHT OF LOVE. We just shift our point of view away from that LOVELIGHT to have experiences - you can't have an experience if you already know it all .

We can re-member Home & our Source while being embodied on Earth. We don’t have to die to go Home - that's just another point of view - Home truly is where our heart/Love is. It truly lightens up the whole experience.

We are all so adored. It's truly amazing how we can shut that out. It's so powerful and obviously so are we to be able to pretend not to be there. We can use the same method to turn it back on.

Disclaimer: Just because I re-connected with Home doesn't mean I no longer have challenges. Earth is a school. We come here to write another chapter in our Book of Forever - to experience, learn & share many things, many frequencies with each other, Mother Gaia, Father Sun, All That Is (Source) and the Great Cosmic Library .

Before we landed here, we created our particular Path. We attract to ourselves the exact experiences we need to travel along our path on our return Home.

We installed a Forgetter program - otherwise, what's the point of an experience if we already know and there are no surprises .

It's really important to not invalidate our path, no matter how bumpy. We may pull in people and circumstances that are not particularly fun to teach us about a particular subject. That's what Karma is, a balance - we like to see both sides - the wholeness - for under-standing. It's important to refrain from negative judgments as they cause resistance which is an energetic magnet that will keep the experience happening. Yikes!

When we define everything as perfect, we will see the perfection of the Omnipresence. Nothing is an accident. Nobody is a victim. Everyone is a magnificent, powerful Being. Don't trash anything - everything is so important for the evolution of our consciousness or we wouldn't have mocked it up in the first place.

What we learn doesn't stay here in this particular energy sea. We share it with off-planet families and friends for their education. Some beings don't want to incarnate in this world. And some beings just want to dip their little toe into this frequency band and then go back Home like SID (sudden infant death syndrome) that humans, who are disconnected from Spirit, like to call a disease.

It's like a spiritual lottery where everybody wins - we're playing the frequencies - a game of infinite potential for an eternal Being.

Many Heavens:

Within Creation, there are many heavens, some mirrored on Earth by various cultures. Look at the spiritual artwork from different cultures - these are actual places people have remembered co-creating. I've visited some in my meditations.

When you pass over, if you are looking for your relatives and you are Christian, you most likely are not going to Valhalla, the B'hai faith's heaven. You know right where you want to go, having co-created it. It's a frequency band like Earth & our Solar System - just different resonances. There are also different heavens within the various faiths. Creation is unlimited. Fun places to play BUT, none of them are H-OM-E which is beyond physicality.

After I leave this planet, on my way H-OM-E, I created a stop-over, get-together, party that I call "The Cosmic Campfire" where we can meet up with our off-planet families & friends to share our experiences in this fascinating world. That should be entertaining. They're not going to believe some of this stuff. This is one wild & crazy place ☺

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GOING HOME TO THE LIGHT FOLLOW-UP

Contemplations on the Pure Homogenous WHITE LIGHT since 1989

This state of beingness - no place - was beyond frequency - no colors - no sound - no feeling - no movement - pure white-out - THEN - it immediately assumed the frequency of Unconditional Love - I was engulfed in a complete white-out of Love - nothing else - I saw how we step down our frequency to have feeling, colors, sound but H-OM-E is pre-anything - our Native State.

Years later, while contemplating this, I saw that even the WHITE LIGHT was a frequency - some thing - which propelled me into Absolute Clarity. This is what the Buddhists mean when they say "nothing" - Pure Existence before Creation - Absolute Serenity - just Being with the Absolute Power to BE anything.

When I went to the Light, it felt like I went some where - I was running the chakras, going up and down my body, then on one run up, I popped into this WhiteLight. What I later realized is that I had expanded my consciousness past my self-created physical reality bubble. We are never separate from our Source Selves but have many layers in our Creations.

The paradox is that everyone is part of the WHITE LIGHT, yet, we are unique beings unto our Selves. I was aware of everyone (and not just Earthlings) but there were no borders/boundaries/distinctions and it wasn't crowded ☺. Also, no my past lives and your past lives. When we decide to create an experience, we draw from the Great Cosmic Library - Mind - where everything that ever was or will be is recorded. There is nothing new in Creation except the way we put it together which is, then, added to the Eternal Library for all beings to share. I had a recall of being a Buddhist cave monk which supported my focus this life but who knows who uploaded this experience. It has always been there. A concept difficult for our limited left brain with its separated ego attachment to wrap itself around. This is all beyond logic.

You can't lose your Self - you can create a separation idea but that's just another point of view. Every thing is just a point of view. Eternal beings create a vision and the Uni-verse rearranges itself to mirror that vision. And how creative we are - look around.

Example: I had a store - I was standing in the middle of the store talking to someone when I had this strong feeling that a chunk of myself just re-attached which was quite startling - I didn't realize a part was missing - but I felt more whole, more expanded. When I asked "where was I" - my Higher Self said "OBLIVION". Scary! So I meditated on this Oblivion. I saw all of these entities in the dark who had shut down their consciousness - they had postulated themselves out of existence by believing that when you die it was lights out. It really freaked me out at first that I had been there and didn't know it, but then I realized that it was just another point of view - I had obviously bought into this reality - you can't perceive what you haven't created. As synchronicity would have it, at this time, I had pulled in some people who believed this and was counseling them about what they were creating for themselves. So, in my reality bubble, I created a light path out of this darkness for whoever gets bored with "lights out". One can never really not Be ☺ - we can just pretend - but isn't that what playing in physicality is all about anyway.

I used to be a Catholic and this made me think of Purgatory - a way-station where you're supposed to go when you die and wait for direction as to where you're supposed to go next. Yikes! They even control you after you die, if you buy into this. This brought up a past life memory of living on a planet in the Orion system that has since evolved. They had a belief system that caused the people, who bought into it, to be recycled. I think remnants of that civilization incarnated here and are playing out their low frequency control dramas. Have you ever looked at the brilliant intelligence behind these horrendously suppressive creations to control beings on Earth and wonder who the heck are these entities and where did they come from?

We can look at our 3rd Density Planet Earth in this way too. Compared to some places I've been, it's pretty dark here. So, fortunately, that's what all of the Lightworkers who have jumped into this reality bubble are doing - shining the LoveLight in various places to wake people up and help heal Gaia, plus get an amazing education.

The majority of people on this planet are good souls who just want to be free to follow their own life path, raise their own children, be abundant, healthy, happy, in love and have fun; i.e. have a higher frequency life - our birthright! It's time for everybody to wake up and reclaim their Divinity but we've got that damn Forgetter in place. So in come the Lightworkers to tweek people to re-member. Yee-ha!

So, just keep workin' on all of the creative ways we've separated ourselves from Source. It's deep but then again, it's only a point of view ☺

- OM - the Universal Absolute

If you or someone you know is transitioning/ascending, I hope this book will bring remembrance, comfort and excitement looking forward to the next adventure.